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Two Views of Saturn

from dream diary by boygirl

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this was one of the first songs i ever wrote and posted for others to listen, and i'm still pretty proud of how it sounds

lyrics

i tell myself start loving yourself
but god, hate is so much easier
nothing to fear nothing to doubt
i will stop and count to ten
(two, three four...)

just remember what you see
is just once side of me
but there are two views of saturn
i want to show you both
but i can't and i know
you'll get scared of this monster
i'm not dead but i'm not alive either
am i making any sense?
maybe i just need some sleep

maybe i'll throw up rubies and pearls
instead of vomit this time
maybe glitter will bleed from my gums
instead of actual blood this time
maybe flowers will eat my dead body
instead of maggots this time
maybe i just need some sleep and when i wake
i'll feel better this time

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from dream diary, released April 16, 2016

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boygirl Kansas City, Missouri

lo-fi emo pop

nonbinary music maker

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