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by boygirl

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1.
Once in a dream I was swinging on a swing I fell down and cut open my knee I drowned in my blood and tears And when I stopped breathing I woke up in my bed screaming I can't do anything But there was something in that dream That made me think I could conquer anything And when that something Faded to a memory I killed who I used to be And wanted to believe Dead air phone calls meant That ghosts were around They'd melt from your eyes And crawl on the ground Aliens exist And they live in our town They take you swimming in the light And wait for you to drown Once in a dream We were laying around Your back was on the ceiling and mine was on the ground You told me goodbye my friend They're coming for me now I woke up in my bed alone With You nowhere to be found But there was something in that dream That made me think someday You might return to me And when that something Wasn't happening I burned down my house Shouting "I want to believe!" Dead air phone calls means That you are around You are the static on my tv You are my favorite sound Aliens exist I swear they're everywhere now They know I know who they are Because they never ever frown There was something that led me to believe That I could conquer almost anything I thought I could find you I thought I could somehow But now your face is plastered All over our town Hope is running thin No one remembers you now You're just a dream in my mind And a ghost never to be found
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Pause 01:49
i was a vhs tape replaying scenes in my head to escape the reality behind the tv rewinding away from a tragedy you were always deceitful but i wanted a part in the sequel someone starts screaming in the background love's never the same the second time around i'll erase what was made burn all the memories from the tape but it's ok it's ok it's ok i can make new ones anyway (rewind) fast forwards through the misery i meet another lover like me lonely and cautious and restless everything he says leaves me breathless fast forward to the present (now pause) record every moment we spend hear my "i love you's" on repeat press play cos i'm finally happy record every moment we make replay the memories on this tape so what do you say? we'll make new ones everyday (replay)
3.
he asked me he asked me "am i a good person? sometimes i don't feel like i am one" i don't know i don't know if you're a good person cos i'm asking myself the same question what's wrong with me? why don't i feel anything? can't you see? i wanna feel real again i grabbed your hand looked at your face in your arms is my favorite place and when you're gone i'll understand i'll act okay but rather be dead it's you and me until the end at least that's how it is in my head you're a good person i think you're a good

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a small collection of songs i never released anywhere and never truly finished and probably will never finish

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released September 29, 2017

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boygirl Kansas City, Missouri

lo-fi emo pop

nonbinary music maker

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