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Mixed Media

by boygirl

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1.
Virgo Season 02:46
west coast kid in a midwest world don't care about gender cos' i'm just a boy//girl i'm tumblin' spiralin' never in my feelings an emotionless virgo always caught daydreamin' i'm dangerously optimistic painfully logisitc mediocrely artistic hope i'm not egotistic damn, it's that time of year again it's virgo season baby and i come alive again i'm becoming a me that i never thought i could be and i'm going places just wait and you will sure see damn, it's my favorite time of year virgo season's here
2.
do you remember, you remember being just another kid on the block playing jump rope and drawing your dreams out in chalk on the sidewalk we sit there and talk friends forever we'll always be together if you want me to come over all you gotta do is knock on my front door home alone and bored hiding money in your sock drawer as if that's what it was meant for going home street lights come on to warn you it's coming a new trial that you'll go through and i'm over it rent and bills and petty jobs i'm stuck here watching the clock remembering all the kids on the block all the kids on the block all the kids on the block can you remember, you remember those summers spent by your poolside melting ice cream and all of that young pride feeling like everything was alright where has all that certainty gone? and when our parents would yell at us of course we would make a fuss cry and scream we'd be told not to make a scene but as adults we act emotionless stone cold and full of stress and i confess i'm no stranger to this
3.
you pray for it to go away but it's here to stay you started this game now you have to play hell is a game show the devil is our host contestant number two (that's you) what do you wanna do? (c'mon choose) you say it's not your fault (boo hoo) the devil knows the truth hell is a game show the devil is our host
4.
Proud 01:52
growing up in a place away from where we are now learning to live in a new town i know that must be hard on you i know that was so hard on you but you overcame your fears at such a young age and you blossomed so beautifully comin' out of your cage and i gotta say whatever you do i'm so proud of you everyday you're brand new and i'm so proud of you proud of you, proud of you kept your head held high even in adversity you're thinking out of this world universally even with so much uncertainty just focus on your currently if you're ever afraid i'll be there right by your side you're my little baby brother you fill my heart up with pride i will be your guide
5.
Polycephaly 02:49
cold and calculated uninterested and jaded oh no you see right through my thick skin i see right through your fake grin oh no with everything that i do i'm not better than you i guess what they say is true it takes two inviting and friendly kindness so deadly i don't care what you do you say i leave you feeling blue
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i liked to play on my gameboy before it was stolen in a mall in san jose a simple object that brought me such joy loved to play games everyday everyday i'm a game boy//girl in a gaming world
7.
Ibuprofen 01:50
you're a headache to me just can't let things be got me filled with anxiety so i'll take my medicine ibuprofen i need to calm down ibuprofen ooo you make my head spin round ibuprofen please don't make a sound only care about yourself expired friendship on the shelf leaving for my mental health and i take my medicine
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Mixed Media 02:39
i'm sorry you're having trouble trusting other people i know you're guarded but not everyone is evil and i'm sorry i'm not good at connecting with people disregard this i'll save this in my drafts stay tuned for the sequel mixed kid mixed feelings mixed life mixed media
9.
ticking of clocks makes me anxious our future doesn't exist i stay up late to feel like i'm wasting less of my life but you make me feel guilty for being alive you're selfish until the very end you're not listening are you even my friend? i'd save you from drowning on your whim but, alas i can't swim a new realization you're just a frustration i heal your wounds but you won't heal mine thought i needed you but i can do just fine clouds swirling in skies trains passing you by language of flowers fast moving hours raindrops on windows lost in ambedo
10.
right place right time the world is mine don't think that i don't care because i do they're so meaningful my moments spent with you and i don't wanna be anyone else i don't wanna be with anybody else i don't wanna think like everyone else i just wanna be myself i'll cut off all my hair i'll sleep in some more nothing feels real who am i? i'm never sure i don't feel like everyone else i don't feel like everyone else i don't feel like everyone else but that's ok cos' i'm myself

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released January 19, 2019

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boygirl Kansas City, Missouri

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